Category Archives: Belleza

A Little Lost.

Welcome those big, sticky, complicated problems. In them are your most powerful opportunities.

– Ralph Marston

Maybe I shouldn’t have taken that last turn at Albuquerque.

Is it just me or is November going by quickly? I know I have a lot of opportunities this month and busy more often but dangit don’t take my month from me! XD I’m not even ready for Black Friday yet it already started in SL. @. @

It’s a good thing Fantasy Gacha Carnival goes until December 7th. This is what happens when your a sleeping potato, I just thought about how FGC helps with gifting. > .< I need to do a secret santa or something, I want to gift some things. XD Speaking of deadlines, The Cookish Fair already is down to a week left! Yup, this month if going by too fast. > <

In case you can’t tell I really love astrological things, especially the sun and moon. The sun may blind me a lot but anything with the sun and moon I must wear! I thought the sun and moon aligned goes will with this bubble romper. >w< Be bubbly and reach for the stars right? lol Wishing you happy shopping. ♥

Follow the key to know which clothes/items fit which body if specified. And always demo. ♥

[a] = Akreuka

[b] = Belleza Sizes

[be] = Bento

[c] = Catwa

[l] = Lelutka

[f] = Fiore

[m] = Maitreya Lara

[s] = Slink Physique

[sh] = Slink Hourglass

[ss] = Standard Sizing

[o] = Omega

[ll] = Linden Labs System Body

[tmp] = The Mesh Project

[v] = Vista Bento Hands

[vm] = Vista MaleBento Hands

head – CATWA Hanako

skin-  ItGirls – Mary [c]

hair –  [LeLutka]-POCAHONTAS

hairbase – L’Etre – BabyHair [c][o]

right eye – *N*J-clock eye-lenz R #Rare-2 @ Fantasy Gacha Carnival (FGC)

eye applier – Kuriko-koibito chocolate eyes1 (common) [c] ((no rares!)) @ The Cookish Fair

body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

eyebrows – O ` Mrida (ModernFrida) [c][o]

eyelashes – Wednesday[+] ~ Everyday Eyelashes ~ [c]

blush – #adored – beach bunny – powder pack july [c]

lipstick – #17 LURE: Queen lipgloss (common) [c][o]  @ FGC

freckles (face) – my own creation. yes srsly.

freckles (body) – BLUEBELL – Freckles All Body [b][m][s][o]

nails – **RE** Elektra Nails & Rings [m][s][v][tuty]

lighting – LUMIPro

earrings – ERSCH – MonStar Earrings (common) @ FGC

visor – C L A Vv. Scouter White RARE @ FGC

stars/moon – ERSCH – MonStar Halo (common) @ FGC

collar – [Saim] Amoureux – Ruffle Collar (common) [m] @ FGC

jacket – [Saim] Amoureux – White Jacket [RARE] [m] @ FGC

suit – [Saim] Amoureux – Suit (common) [m] @ FGC

boots – REIGN.– ANAIYA [b][m][s][sh] (REIGN 3rd Anniversary Gift)

pose – FOXCITY. On Point VOL2 [be]

animare was used.

iCon – NPC – Droideka

OLQINU : cyber survivor <neon sign > 16 (common) @ FGC

OLQINU : cyber survivor <neon sign > 15 (common) @ FGC

OLQINU : cyber survivor <neon sign > 18 (common) @ FGC

OLQINU : cyber survivor <neon sign > 12 (common) @ FGC

OLQINU : cyber survivor <decadent street> [39LI] 20 RARE @ FGC


BOOTY

BOOTY

GHOUL – [ CONTRAPTION ] – Ride of Delusion

HAT – [ MADPEA @ REMNANT DARK DAYS ] – Pirate Hat

[ This round of Remnant ends 8th December 2017 Madpea Mainstore ]

TATTOO – [ IDENTITY @ 4MESH ] – Sick High

[ This round of 4Mesh ends 1st December 2017 Identity Mainstore ]

HAND – [ HT:APPAREL @ REMNANT DARK DAYS ] – The Amputator

[ This round of Remnant ends 8th December 2017 ht:apparel Mainstore ]

OVERALLS – [ GILD ] – Overalls


Daydream

Scadalize –  Megan @ Cosmopolitan

Hair – Truth – Natalie (Selection)
Head – Catwa – Catya Bento Mesh Head
Skin – Tres Beau – May (Medium – Catwa Applier)
Body – Belleza – Freya Mesh Body
Makeup – Studio Exposure – May Makeup Collection
Eye Color Applier – Euphoric – Love Eyes (Blues)
Outfit – Scandalize – Megan (Lilac Pale) @ Cosmopolitan
Polish – DP – Koffin Nail (So Caffinated – Rainbows) @ Autumn Frost Fair    *NEW*


Filed under: Belleza, Catwa, Cosmopolitan Event, Dark Passions, New, Scandalize, Studio Exposure, Tres Beau, Truth

I made a mistake.


Location : Fall Trace. 

I've had a bit of a roller-coaster weekend, emotions wise, and needed a familiar release... so although yes! This is a blog post! I'm not officially back. Or maybe I am. I'm still not sure.

I feel like as with most things, I may have rushed in. It's always weird to me how things can appear wonderful from the outside, without too much thought, but the second that a link is broken you're suddenly capable of seeing all the flaws, all the red flags... and upon meticulous dissection of conversations and situations, you're left with a feeling of "Oh shit. I fell for that again, didn't I?".

I am the very first to admit that I'm less than perfect. You want to insult me? Go ahead. There's no freaking way you can insult me more than I insult myself. As with many people, I have a myriad of issues with regards to mental health, and one of them is Borderline Personality Disorder. 
I tell people not because I'm worried about doing them harm. I'm not evil or malicious. Neither am I a liar or a manipulator. I do however defend myself and my thoughts rather rigidly, and once I've come to a decision (and no doubt ranted through all my options with some very patient friends), I will probably (maybe) listen to your perspective, decide I've already considered this (which I will have, and about 12 other points of view), and go along and do my own thing anyway. I'm kind of a bitch like that.

I tell people about my BPD in the hopes that they will actually do some research and/or take the time to understand me and my thought patterns. I'm learning that the people I don't want in my life make no effort to understand me. I'm pretty set in my ways. I'm terrifyingly introverted (although noisy af... it's a thing.), and I am undoubtedly scared to death of being abandoned (among other things, of course).

I have also come to terms with the fact that my BPD means I'm a target for a certain personality type. I'm pretty sure we've all been in a relationship that has made us feel uncomfortable, that has given us the "Bad Gut" feels, which we may have ignored for a little too long, or forgiven for a few weeks/months or years longer than we should have...
But what happens when your gut doesn't do it's job? The gaping emptiness, the broken promises, and then the ultimate betrayal of being blamed for being you dig yet another hole of insecurity into your heart, and you find yourself thinking "If I keep doing this, I'm going to lose myself completely".

This seems like a depressing post... and I apologize... but it's not really depressing, is it? It's a learning curve. It may be that an emotional weekend has caused me to re-evaluate myself and my actions, but ultimately;

Hi. I'm Pickle. And I'm still here bitches.

All of the things :

Body: -Belleza- Freya 
Skin : Essences - Anya @ Kustom9
Head : CATWA Lona
Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 
Eye Applier : -SU!-Delora Eyes Fatpack /ULTRARARE/ (Gacha)
Ears : ^^Swallow^^  Rox Ears 
Nose piercing : [VEX] Double Crossed Nosering
Hair : Tableau Vivant \ Cindy Kustom9
Necklace : Amala - The Genevieve Necklace Kustom9
Shirt : {le fil casse} Allison Top for Luxe Box October




Pink Delight.

My advice to you is not to inquire why or whither, but just enjoy your ice cream while it’s on your plate.

– Thornton Wilder

Since the dress I wanted to talk about is a bit more covered up than I would like with this pose, I’mma redo it soon. ^^ I mean this dress has some hidden surprises most clothes don’t offer. One in particular I like, even though it’s rare for me to have my belleza on, this dress has Belleza Isis + Freya (natural + perky chest) sizes. I loooove me some perky boobies so for this to have an option for me to use it is a super plus. I know a few of my friends like that perky option as well so I can’t wait for them to find out!

Now.. I took the liberty to show little clips of what these ears and tail can do. Because, honestly these ears and tail have some frickin cool options in movement. Took me some getting use to what’s what but worth it. However, since I cannot upload videos to my wordpress I’m going to post the flickr link instead. 

The motion of the Ears ♥, I chose this motion because it’s the most bizarre haven’t been seen yet animation and a darn good one too! The motion of the Tail ♥, I love how fluid it moves like a really good wave.

As many of you probably already know PocketGacha has already started and I think I’m prepared to be broke… again. But did you know there’s 7 backdrops this time by Foxcity inside? Have any of you played yet? which backdrop is your favorite? I think the hanging clothes apartment one will be my next project. Dunno why but I love clothes drying in the breeze in pictures. If you played already, should tell me which one is your favorite. 😀 Wishing you happy shopping.♥

Follow the key to know which clothes/items fit which body if specified. And always demo. ♥

[a] = Akreuka

[b] = Belleza Sizes

[be] = Bento

[c] = Catwa

[l] = Lelutka

[f] = Fiore

[m] = Maitreya Lara

[s] = Slink Physique

[sh] = Slink Hourglass

[ss] = Standard Sizing

[o] = Omega

[ll] = Linden Labs System Body

[tmp] = The Mesh Project

[v] = Vista Bento Hands

[vm] = Vista MaleBento Hands

head – CATWA Hanako

skin-  ItGirls – Mary [c]

hair –  Moon. // Birdi

body – Maitreya Mesh Body – Lara

eyebrows – O ` Mrida (ModernFrida) [c][o]

eyelashes – Wednesday[+] ~ Everyday Eyelashes ~ [c]

blush – #adored – beach bunny – powder pack july

messy mouth – Mad’ – Lick Him [tmp][s][c][o][l]

freckles (face) – my own creation. yes srsly.

freckles (body) – BLUEBELL – Freckles All Body [b][m][s][o]

nails – *Pink Lion* #014

headband – .tsg. Egg Headband

ears/tail – [M.O.R] kitto-katto-kitsune : @ The Cookish Fair

dress/straps – [Cynful] Angelina’s Leather Set [b][m][s][sh]@ C88

heels – [MODA] NATASA [b][m][s]

pose – FOXCITY. Sweet Tooth [be] @ Candy Fair

FOXCITY. Pretty in Pastels – RARE in PocketGacha [66 Li]


GNASH

GNASH

MASK – [ THE FORGE ] – Gnashers

FACE APPLIERS – [ CURELESS[+] @ REMNANT DARK DAYS ] – Ghoul

[ This round of Remnant ends 8th December 2017 Cureless[+] Mainstore ]

HANDS – [ CONTRAPTION @ REMNANT DARK DAYS ] – Junker’s Hands

[ This round of Remnant ends 8th December 2017 ContraptioN Mainstore ]


|| LITTLE AS POSSIBLE ||

|| www.azariasjamesstyle.com ||

 

Getting caught up on a few items I have been meaning to get out. With the holiday season approaching I have had to limit my SL time so that I can focus on my RL job and making a large impact this year. These are a few I items newly released by Dufaux as well as an awesome new skin by StrayDog at the ManCave Monthly Event. These boys are keeping them coming and keeping them hot and I love every moment of it. If you haven’t hit the most recent round of Man Cave you’re missing out.

 

Todays Styling Details:

 

Hat || OUTLIER || Par Amore Cap – MOH Gift
Skin || STRAYDOG || Francesco – Tone 6 –  New @ ManCave
Necklace || MANDALA || Onliest Necklace – D
Tank || DUFAUX || Sporty Tank – New @ ManCave
Vape || GENESIS LABS || Bento Vape (rare)
Briefs || DUFAUX || Sporty Briefs – New @ ManCave
Sandals || ILLI || Slide Sandals
Pose || POSEOLOGY || AL 4

 

Alternate Views:

 

Just Dance

Insanya – Roxy Dress @ 4Mesh

 Hair – Truth – Montana (Selection)
Head – Catwa – Catya Bento Mesh Head
Skin – L’etre – Aya (Sandy – Catwa Applier)
Body – Belleza – Freya Mesh Body
Eyeshadow – Studio Exposure – Everyday Eyeshadow (Vers. 10)
Eye Color Applier – Euphoric – Love Eyes (Catwa)
Lipstick – Pink Fuel – Jaqueline Add-On Lipsticks
Jewelry – RealEvil Industries – Enchanted Set
Dress – Insanya – Roxy Dress @ 4Mesh    *NEW*
Hands – Vista – Vista Bento Prohands Female
Polish – DP – Koffin Nails (Thorns of Time) @ Gacha Garden *RARE*
Heels – Phedora – Spectra Heels (28 Color Hud)


Filed under: Belleza, Catwa, Dark Passions, Euphoric, Insanya, L'Etre Skin Shop, New, Phedora, Pink Fuel, Real Evil Industries, Studio Exposure, Truth, Vista Bento Hands

PLUGGED

PLUGGED

HAIR – [ VOLTHAIR ] – Kevin

EARS – [ MANDALA ] – Stretched Ears

TOP – [ XENIALS ] – Okay?  Long Crop Top

SHORTS/JOGGERS/SOCKS – [ REPRESENT ] – Terry Sweatshort


Don’t Blame Me

Cynful – Angelina Leather Dress @ Collabor88

Hair – Runaway – Jas (Essential)
Head – Catwa – Catya Bento Mesh Head
Skin – L’etre – Adachi (Sandy – Catwa Applier)
Body – Belleza – Freya Mesh Body
Brows – Mila – Attractive Eyebrows
Eyeshadow – Studio Exposure – Everyday Eyeshadow (Vers. 04)
Eye Color Applier – Euphoric – Euphoria
Lipstick – Pink Fuel – Jaqueline Add-On Lipsticks (Catwa)
Outfit – Cynful – Angelina’s Leather Set @ Collabor88     *NEW*
Hands – Vista – Vista Bento Prohands Female
Heels – N-Core – Endless Peep Toe (Fatpack)


Filed under: Belleza, Catwa, Collabor88, Cynful, Euphoric, L'Etre Skin Shop, MIla Store, N-core, New, Pink Fuel, RunAway Hair, Studio Exposure, Vista Bento Hands